EPISODE 32
"Well my name is,"I smiled and held my phone in between my thigh..am a very shy person.. i can't belive he came here for me.
He looked into my face like he wasn't seeing me well
"Do you smile very frequently?"he asked
I nodded
" that's good,"he looked into his phone time...
"Ummmn am in a haste right now, sooo can u tell me why you told Jeremy to call me,do u want to quit,issue in your room or maybe you don't like your job?"he said while dragging me to sit down so would stop standing.
I smiled and sat down quietly..I covered my hair well.
"No,its not that..I just wanted to officially give a present to you..since you already had it for a while now
Am referring to my---"
"Hey D!"someone shouted I turned it was zaina and her girls.
Bryan looked at them with irritation and they still came closer so he stood up.
"Dont forget to tell me at home"he said and walked out.
Whats their plan?
"Deya nana wants to see you"zaina said.
"What? But why "I asked
"Kim nana..wants to see you..let's go" I looked at bryan who rushed in.
"Am busy"I said
"Do you even love your admission? Seems you keep forgetting who Nana's dad is."Bella said.
I took a deep breath and I followed them cos they already tried dragging me.
My necklace unlocked and fell into my bra..thank God..
I can't loose this one too.
Soon the got to her room and pulled me in the walked out and locked the door.
Kim nana turned on the light she was on her bed.
She looked up for a while and sighed and pointed to the chair so I sat.
"ODEYA Blake,how much do you need to go back to north korea"she said.
How did she know I came from--
"Deya what am trying to say is,how much do you need to go away from bryan. You are from north korea your dad just brought you here after his fight with your mom cos he doesn't want her to ever find you. I am still tracing your birth house back there. Am sure your mom visits there frequently if you go back you will surely meet her But since I had not found your birth house..I will get you a house,a car if you want...I will enroll you to school..anything at all.
but please just go far away from bryan"she said.
I sighed...
"Nana"I said
"Wont you go?"she asked
"My life is here,my friends..my family..why do you want to send me to a place where I know no one...why are you being so mean to me...what did I ever do to you?...I told you before that i am not a threat to your relationship"i said
"Fine,don't go..Am glad you agreed that you are not a threat so you are going to stay away from Bryan. Dont tell him that you own that necklace..continue your life the way it was before you found out he was looking for you.. he doesn't go close to you already so don't try forcing yourself on him anymore..avoid Bryan..leave the necklace for him.if you fail to do this,if you start trying to get his attention,or you try taking advantage of the fact that you are next door to him or you try getting him to like you or worse u try telling him the truth. I will expose your identity as commoner in dream high then I will personally withdraw your admission. No one will save you when the whole students stone you to death,not even the dream boys.to them you are just a house help."she said.
I smiled and nodded.
"Fine..fine. I am fine. I agree that am crushing on Bryan..just like the whole girls in dream high are crushing on him,just like the world loves him. i Dont know y u keep picking on me.
I like him as a fan,as a celebrity..because his songs inspire me to live.. I love him just like the world does.
He doesn't know my name,he doesn't talk to me..he doesn't look at me or smile at me but that doesn't mean anything to me cos when you crush on an idol its impossible to meet them or have them talk to you.I am just lucky he is close.
Just the same way I crush on you,Lenora,min ah , jeremy and many others. that's all I know..I never had any negative plans.
I agreee that I wanted him to talk to me ..just like everyone wishes and idol talks to them.
I was happy when Nora talked to me and its normal to wish Bryan talks to me too.
I never had romantic thoughts, I never planned to take him away ..I don't want him to be my boyfriend its impossible but even if it wasn't I don't want a boyfriend..I don't like those kind of things. even at home I avoided him..I didn't talk if he didn't ask.I closed my door if u saw him coming.I dressed decently and I never tried to get him to like him i swear. I like Bryan innocently as a fan that's why it hurts when you keep picking on me like i am the only fan in the world.
I was happy when I heard he was looking for me..who wouldn't be? my celebrity crush might finally talk to me..I was happy,I kept smiling..I wanted to look clean I never had evil plans.
I wanted to tell him who I am cos the woman said he was curious.
Cos it was the right to do
Cos I don't know how to lie or hurt people.
But here I am ..am still fine nana.. am ok.
You don't need to withdraw my admission
U don't need to send me away.
All you need to do is tell me to stop crushing on that star.
It's not a big deal..my life is still ok..nothing changed nothing Will.
If his yours hold him tight and stop picking on Me. I don't want him and he can never talk to me not to talk of liking me.
Dream high is the best thing that ever happened in my life don't take that away from me.
I will stay away from that star
I Wil just be a distant fan..
I won't take my necklace from him.
I stood and bowed then I rushed out.
Am fine.
I know am fine.
I rushed out and went back to that place where I met Bryan.
I sat down but my tears kept streaming
I couldn't stop remembering the way he dragged me down to sit.
I am just a fan..I like him as a fan.
But I won't like him anymore.
I will stay away
I was surprised when Jeremy came down and sat beside me.
"What happened?"he said
"Am fine"I replied
"What did Bryan say to you"he said.
'Am fine .... but Its painful"I replied and started crying.
He smiled
"How dare Bryan do this now?"Jeremy said in calm voice
"No ..am fine"I said and dried my tears.
He brushed his fingers into my face and wiped my tears.
"Sorry..don't cry" he said.
he used his finger to dry my tears.
He dried them completely then moved his fingers into my lips.
My heart heated.
He brushed his finger on my lips then sent them under my chin.
He gently lifted my face.
Waaat is he going to--
He moved closer to kiss me I closed my eye tight.
He still came close until I felt his breath so close.
" Jeremy dont"I said and used my hand to cover my lips.
He rolled his eye like He didn't care and removed my hand from my lips.
I closed my eye and he kissed me
I tried raising my hand but He held them tight.
My tears streamed.
He moved his fingers behind my hair and tightened the kiss.
I finally gave in for a while until I withdrew.
"Oopa.are You okay?"i said.
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